Moonlight

Saturday, June 19, 2004

"I am the vine,
And you are the branches.
If a man remains in me,
And I in him,
He will bear much fruit.
Apart from me you can do nothing."
(John 15:5)

- posted by Delia @ 10:58 PM

"When the oceans rise,
And thunders roar.
I will soar with you above the storm,
Father you are king over the floods.
I will be still, know you are God."

"As I come into your presence,
Pass the Gates of Praise.
Into your sanctuary,
Till we're standing face to face.
I look upon your continence,
I see a fullness of your Grace.
I can only bow down and say:
You are awesome in this place Mighty God,
You are awesome in this place Aba Father.
You are worthy of all praise,
To you our lives we raise.
You are awesome in this place Mighty God."

- posted by Delia @ 10:51 PM

I feel so stressed! This is the first year that i've ever ever in my whole entire life that i have felt so stressed during the holz. I always imagined it to be fun, relaxing and able to have some time to myself whereas during school i'd be busy with loads of stuff. Yet now when i've only one week left, i feel that out of this entire holiday, i've been working or playing badminton and sleeping. Hardly even to have enough time for myself! All i feel like doing is to have juz one day, the whole day for myself. To put aside hwk and badminton and to really sit down, read, think and enjoy what i have at the moment. I mean i am grateful that there's always a challenge for me to face so that i'd never get bored, but sometimes it's too much till i feel like climbing a hill and SHOUT OUT MY FRUSTRATION!
Today, my mum's friend from Melbourne, she gave my siblings and i a talk about flow. Flow is when ur skill and challenge meet and u feel good that ur able to overcome that challenge. Yet right now, i feel that i'm in anxiety. Anxiety over my present life and my future life, because what u do in the present is what u'd likely do in ur future. And i fear that if i don't do well now, i'd not likely be able to do well in my future. Sometimes i really feel that i've let my grandparents down, my parents down and has even let myself down.
I even feel as though i had no time for my relationship between the Lord Almighty and myself. I've come to a point where i really need to remember that i'm not alone in this lifetime and i'd always have the Lord shoulder's to lean on when i'm weary. To know that while i'm in His embrace, all my anxieties, my worries can be cast upon Him and he'd pick me up, banishing my anxieties away and to just fill me with His love and words. His comfort and concern. That in His arms, i'd always be safe and well protected. And i thank thee so much!

- posted by Delia @ 10:35 PM